| well i am here. abd i love my rakura i love you rakura/.......
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| well i just got home. it has been a long day...i love you rakura night....
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| well i am home, i stoped off and sat in my car for a while in the
dark....i miss my rakura...and i feel bad. the way her mom puts a guilt
trip on her for every little thing...it is not fair to her....we even
talk about looking at a house and her mom just shoots that idea down.
then she chews out rakura for eating the little bit of mac and cheese,
and the trys to say she starves at home because of rakura....it is so
wrong...and my poor rakura...she was so stressed out she wouldn't even
let me massage her or tease....i love her so much i just hate being
pushed away....i love you rakura, night...
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| well i just got up and talked to rakura.....i love you i am sorry i
made you cry.you are not whats hurts me....my love. without you i
would be nothing....i love you. i got to go to get ready for work my
love. just remember my love. your my world and my life. i would't
change that for anything..i love you. talk to you tonight.
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| Well i just got home and i am still shakeing....i had a fun night....i
picked up rakura. we went home and cashed her check. went to game
crazy, went to eat with joe. hung out at hastings for a coupe
hours....went to joes and watched fomey for about half an hour and then
i took rakura home......i never did get a long kiss....i got a few
short ones..i will admit i was kinda sad..really sad...i get so few
times to see here. and yet the day is over so fast....and i have to
leave her once again...she is always with me....i know that i can feel
her now...i am sorry my love. i hate making you feel like
this.....please forgive me......i am going to bed as soon as i get done
typing.....i want to get past the next week untill i can see
rakura....i hate this...i have a car and money yet. i can't even see
you when i want to. i can only when i get a day off and your allowed to
see me.....i should be able to come home to you and wake up to
you.....every day of every night. but i still have to wait to move in
with you untill we are married....so after i finaly get up the money to
buy you the ring you deserve. and then we have to wait months more to
get the money for the wedding and our home....don't get me wrong. i am
very happy with what we have...i love you....i do.....i just miss you
my love....it gets harder and harder to let you go....and i could tell
you hate making me go. i was so comfey laying with you. i even fell
asleep on you....till you told me you had to go...well i am tired and
cried alot on the walk to my car. good night i love you my pet....i
will now and forever. i will be waiting for you tommrow morning call
me......night.
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